Relations!

Saddened eyes blurring with tears,
Relations are running away from me like deers.

Roller-coaster of emotions riding in my mind,
How do I leave all this behind?

In my heart, this pain would forever hide, 
Because of your cruel inhumane side.

Floundering in this self-made hell,
Increasing grief as I dwell.

I make others laugh, just to hide my pain,
But when I am low, no one does the same.

I've loved, lost and lived, though in my past,
But, my pain remains, continues and lasts.

How can I've faith in God and family
when people I love are taken away from me?

My hope has finally been dead,
I cannot trust anymore, for my heart has been bled.

-L.F